Hey blogworld!
Alright, so the last post, yeah, that was definitely a low point for me.
Not trying to jinx anything, but for the MOST part, things have been better since then :)
Summer is almost half way over [WHAAAA??] and its been pretty good, believe it or not. I've been spending lots of time at the pool, hanging out with my close friends, and getting in some good friend time before I leave in August.
This week should be prettttty fantastic! Hanging out at the pool, a sleepover, bowling, and who knows what else! Hopefully the movies at some point too! I'm pretty excited, especially if everything turns out like it should :D
Mmmmmm summer <3
Other than all of that, I haven't been doing much! Just taking it easy and getting pumped for COLLEGE! I have seven more weeks, and as scared as I am, I'm beyond excited too :D I already know that I'll be having friends coming up to visit the second weekend I'm up there, and I can't wait to combine my college world with my best friends <3
Alright, well I'm off to do something interesting, who knows what though :P Hope you are all well and enjoying your summer!!
Peace. Love. Blog.
P
Monday, July 5, 2010
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
I guess it's true, the bad comes with the good....
So I finally thought everything in my life was going normal.
My friends were good, finally.
My parents were being chill, finally.
I graduated high school, finally.
So everything's going right now.
No. Of course things can't just keep going good for once, can they? When everything's going good, SOMETHING has to come along and mess it up, right?? Apparently that's the way things go, at least for me. I've learned that when things are going really good is the time where I have to start bracing myself and waiting for the bad to come. And, like clock work, it comes. Most of the time, it comes on full force too.
Honestly, I'm so tired of the fact that this keeps on happening. And I know, I'm not the only one it happens to, but still. I feel like someone, somewhere in the universe, has this wish that nothing can ever STAY good. And I'm tired of it! Like no matter what I do, how well I treat people, and how I try not to cause problems, everything comes back to bite me in the butt.
This post is a little self pity, so I'm sorry. I'm usually not like this. But this summer, the one before I leave for college, was supposed to be FANTASTIC. It was supposed to be the summer to remember, and now, it's the summer I just want to be over with already. Nothing is working out the way it was supposed to, and things don't look too promising for the near future, let alone the distant future. I don't get it anymore, and honestly, it's getting to the point where I just want to be done with everyone and everything here, and hope that something changes once I go to college. But you know, with the way my luck goes, I really doubt that even happening.
So, even though I know they will never read it, this is a message to those who keep screwing me over, but that I can't seem to let go of....
Screw. You.
I don't get why you cause me so many problems.
And you may say I'm over reacting, but in reality, you have NO idea how much it hurts.
Ok. I'm done for tonight. I've cried more tears than any of these people deserve.
Peace. Love. Blog.
P
My friends were good, finally.
My parents were being chill, finally.
I graduated high school, finally.
So everything's going right now.
No. Of course things can't just keep going good for once, can they? When everything's going good, SOMETHING has to come along and mess it up, right?? Apparently that's the way things go, at least for me. I've learned that when things are going really good is the time where I have to start bracing myself and waiting for the bad to come. And, like clock work, it comes. Most of the time, it comes on full force too.
Honestly, I'm so tired of the fact that this keeps on happening. And I know, I'm not the only one it happens to, but still. I feel like someone, somewhere in the universe, has this wish that nothing can ever STAY good. And I'm tired of it! Like no matter what I do, how well I treat people, and how I try not to cause problems, everything comes back to bite me in the butt.
This post is a little self pity, so I'm sorry. I'm usually not like this. But this summer, the one before I leave for college, was supposed to be FANTASTIC. It was supposed to be the summer to remember, and now, it's the summer I just want to be over with already. Nothing is working out the way it was supposed to, and things don't look too promising for the near future, let alone the distant future. I don't get it anymore, and honestly, it's getting to the point where I just want to be done with everyone and everything here, and hope that something changes once I go to college. But you know, with the way my luck goes, I really doubt that even happening.
So, even though I know they will never read it, this is a message to those who keep screwing me over, but that I can't seem to let go of....
Screw. You.
I don't get why you cause me so many problems.
And you may say I'm over reacting, but in reality, you have NO idea how much it hurts.
Ok. I'm done for tonight. I've cried more tears than any of these people deserve.
Peace. Love. Blog.
P
Friday, March 5, 2010
My Baby Weekend...Part 1
Oh my goodness.
I am NEVER having kids...and by never I mean not until I'm older.
I have had the "baby" for 17 hours and I am already ready to give it back!
It has cried 9 times so far, and the last few "care sessions" have only been 2-3 minutes [which is almost MORE annoying!!]
My baby's name is Leah Nicole...I still have 55 more hours with her...
I am currently sitting on my couch, with my best friend K [who was amazing enough to sleep over tonight] and I'm just waiting for her to cry.
I'm not ready to care for a baby....Baby Think It Over...I commend you on a job well done!
Well I'm going to try to sleep since she isn't crying at the moment....I'll update tomorrow!
Peace. Love. Blog.
P
I am NEVER having kids...and by never I mean not until I'm older.
I have had the "baby" for 17 hours and I am already ready to give it back!
It has cried 9 times so far, and the last few "care sessions" have only been 2-3 minutes [which is almost MORE annoying!!]
My baby's name is Leah Nicole...I still have 55 more hours with her...
I am currently sitting on my couch, with my best friend K [who was amazing enough to sleep over tonight] and I'm just waiting for her to cry.
I'm not ready to care for a baby....Baby Think It Over...I commend you on a job well done!
Well I'm going to try to sleep since she isn't crying at the moment....I'll update tomorrow!
Peace. Love. Blog.
P
Monday, March 1, 2010
Wow...Sorry about that!
Hey everyone :D
I haven't posted anything since December 4th....*tsk tsk bad blogger*
I haven't really been up to too much, just school, school, and oh, did I mention school? I swear it's never going to end [but I know as soon as I say that, it's going to and I'm going to wish it hadn't!] I have about....3 more months until graduation, and every time I say that, it seems even more unreal.
So let's see...what can I update you on?
I haven't posted anything since December 4th....*tsk tsk bad blogger*
I haven't really been up to too much, just school, school, and oh, did I mention school? I swear it's never going to end [but I know as soon as I say that, it's going to and I'm going to wish it hadn't!] I have about....3 more months until graduation, and every time I say that, it seems even more unreal.
So let's see...what can I update you on?
- I'm starting college on August 25th
- I am majoring in Early Childhood Education :D
- Me and my "adopted" sister have been a lot closer recently and I love her to death.
- I'm taking a lot of awesome classes this semester!
- I am currently unemployed...as of yesterday :P So now the job hunting begins!
I am going to try to update ALMOST every day, if not every other day, from now on.
Keep an eye out for updates, especially this weekend! I am bringing home a "Baby Think It Over" doll from Friday morning until Monday morning. I am naming her Kailynn Grace or Mia Charlotte! I will update this and let you all know how it's going!
Hope youare all doing well :)
Peace. Love. Blog.
P
Friday, December 4, 2009
Life gets busy...
So as everyone reading this know [not that many people do], life can get pretty insane and busy sometimes. You are constantly running and trying to make time to squeeze everything into the 24 hours you're given a day. It's insanity! I don't like making excuses for things, but I'm going to for right now....Sorry I haven't blogged! I've been extremely busy since...oh August 14? Now things are finally starting to slow down, at least until the holidays start a few weeks from now, but I'll take what I can get, when I can get it. Might as well use the down time to do things I enjoy like blogging, listening to music and hanging out, right? I agree.
What have you all been up to? School's started now, so that takes up a good chunk of my time. I already got accepted to my college [my top choice!] and I start there August 29th! I've been helping out with some things at my school, with different clubs and such, so I've definitely been keeping myself busy, but not to the point of sheer exhaustion anymore [like during August-November] I'm super excited to be celebrating my birthday this month!! It seems like my teenage years are just flying right past my eyes not stopping to stick around, and I'm not sure how I feel about that, to be honest. I'm excited to be moving on and trying new things, but I'm also scared as anything to leave my comfort zone.
As I sit here, and look just past the screen of my laptop, there I see this year's [fake] Christmas tree....and it gets me thinking....Wow...we're all excited about the upcoming holidays, but before we know it, it will be over and we'll be thinking wow, doesn't it seem like we were just waiting for the holidays? So this year I'm making it my goal to appreciate every single day of the holidays, and use it to spend time with friends, family, and just myself, reflecting on what I'm ever so grateful for every day of my life. Even though I don't take the time every day to think about how much I have that others might, and how many people care, I know that I have it, and I should really take more time to appreciate it and show that I know that I've been given a priviledge.
Well, I figure this is a long enough blog filled with nothing but my random thoughts....so I'll try and post this weekend sometime, or next week..
Peace. Love. Blog.
P
What have you all been up to? School's started now, so that takes up a good chunk of my time. I already got accepted to my college [my top choice!] and I start there August 29th! I've been helping out with some things at my school, with different clubs and such, so I've definitely been keeping myself busy, but not to the point of sheer exhaustion anymore [like during August-November] I'm super excited to be celebrating my birthday this month!! It seems like my teenage years are just flying right past my eyes not stopping to stick around, and I'm not sure how I feel about that, to be honest. I'm excited to be moving on and trying new things, but I'm also scared as anything to leave my comfort zone.
As I sit here, and look just past the screen of my laptop, there I see this year's [fake] Christmas tree....and it gets me thinking....Wow...we're all excited about the upcoming holidays, but before we know it, it will be over and we'll be thinking wow, doesn't it seem like we were just waiting for the holidays? So this year I'm making it my goal to appreciate every single day of the holidays, and use it to spend time with friends, family, and just myself, reflecting on what I'm ever so grateful for every day of my life. Even though I don't take the time every day to think about how much I have that others might, and how many people care, I know that I have it, and I should really take more time to appreciate it and show that I know that I've been given a priviledge.
Well, I figure this is a long enough blog filled with nothing but my random thoughts....so I'll try and post this weekend sometime, or next week..
Peace. Love. Blog.
P
Monday, August 10, 2009
So..
Hey there great readers of the blog world!!
What's up..I mean...how are all of you? Summer treating you well? I hope so.
Now, sometimes things happen that confuse you right? You find something in a place it shouldn't be [or if you're like me you DON'T find things in the places they SHOULD be...] The whole, where are my keys, I'm going to be late for work, oh my gosh..only to realize seconds [or minutes] later that the keys have been in your hand the entire time. As much as we don't want to admit it, it happens to the best of us and it happens more often then we'd like it to. People have invented things to help us NOT misplace things, such as the pager on the main phone dock to page every phone in the house so that you can find them, and the electronic lock thing [the name is escaping me at the moment] to help you find your car in the parking lot....well, that wasn't really invented for that purpose, was it? Oh well, some things have multiple uses...right?
Okay, so I just realized that I've rambled on that ENTIRE post, so I apologize. I'm in a very random mood today and there's not much going on here today...except working on the school work that basically every high school in the US enjoys giving to students during the summer and expect them to have it done the first day they enter the school building in September [or August depending on where you live]. It's insane, and if it wouldn't screw me over for the rest of the year, I would definitely just not do it....but since that is not an option, here I am doing HOMEWORK 3 1/2 weeks BEFORE school starts...sounds so wrong doesn't it? I agree.
Okay well, I'm out. I have to go do something called babysitting...which shouldn't really be called babysitting because most of the time, you are RARELY sitting, especially if it really is a BABY...so whatever. Off to do that. Check back later when I do my first NOT ME! MONDAY POST FROM MCKMAMA!!
Peace. Love. Blog.
P
What's up..I mean...how are all of you? Summer treating you well? I hope so.
Now, sometimes things happen that confuse you right? You find something in a place it shouldn't be [or if you're like me you DON'T find things in the places they SHOULD be...] The whole, where are my keys, I'm going to be late for work, oh my gosh..only to realize seconds [or minutes] later that the keys have been in your hand the entire time. As much as we don't want to admit it, it happens to the best of us and it happens more often then we'd like it to. People have invented things to help us NOT misplace things, such as the pager on the main phone dock to page every phone in the house so that you can find them, and the electronic lock thing [the name is escaping me at the moment] to help you find your car in the parking lot....well, that wasn't really invented for that purpose, was it? Oh well, some things have multiple uses...right?
Okay, so I just realized that I've rambled on that ENTIRE post, so I apologize. I'm in a very random mood today and there's not much going on here today...except working on the school work that basically every high school in the US enjoys giving to students during the summer and expect them to have it done the first day they enter the school building in September [or August depending on where you live]. It's insane, and if it wouldn't screw me over for the rest of the year, I would definitely just not do it....but since that is not an option, here I am doing HOMEWORK 3 1/2 weeks BEFORE school starts...sounds so wrong doesn't it? I agree.
Okay well, I'm out. I have to go do something called babysitting...which shouldn't really be called babysitting because most of the time, you are RARELY sitting, especially if it really is a BABY...so whatever. Off to do that. Check back later when I do my first NOT ME! MONDAY POST FROM MCKMAMA!!
Peace. Love. Blog.
P
Saturday, August 1, 2009
AFter I posted my last post....
Okay, so after I posted my last post, I felt like I left you all feeling depressed about vacation, which was not the point of it at all! It was to point out the humor in vacation, thats all. :)
I am VERY much so looking forward to my vacation starting tomorrow! I cannot wait to be away from all the worries, all that is where I live. I can't wait to be relaxing on a beach, reading a good book, and hanging out with my best friend [and adopted soul sister] K. We're gonna be there for 5, count em, 5 DAYS!! Just relaxing on the sand, hitting the pool, getting some typical "vacation" food. It's going to be amazing!! I cannot wait any longer! Tomorrow cannot come fast enough! And the best part? No, it's not the sisterly bonding [which will be amazing] or the trips to the beach everyday [which will also be amazing]....it's going to be spending the last vacation of my high school life with people I care about. Now obviously, I can't have EVERYONE I care about at the beach with me, that's just unreal, but the fact that I get to spend it with my parents, and my "adopted sister" will make it my favorite vacation ever..
Now that I've told you all about MY vacation, what exciting things do YOU have planned for this summer!! Leave me some fun things in the comments!
Peace. Love. Blog.
P
I am VERY much so looking forward to my vacation starting tomorrow! I cannot wait to be away from all the worries, all that is where I live. I can't wait to be relaxing on a beach, reading a good book, and hanging out with my best friend [and adopted soul sister] K. We're gonna be there for 5, count em, 5 DAYS!! Just relaxing on the sand, hitting the pool, getting some typical "vacation" food. It's going to be amazing!! I cannot wait any longer! Tomorrow cannot come fast enough! And the best part? No, it's not the sisterly bonding [which will be amazing] or the trips to the beach everyday [which will also be amazing]....it's going to be spending the last vacation of my high school life with people I care about. Now obviously, I can't have EVERYONE I care about at the beach with me, that's just unreal, but the fact that I get to spend it with my parents, and my "adopted sister" will make it my favorite vacation ever..
Now that I've told you all about MY vacation, what exciting things do YOU have planned for this summer!! Leave me some fun things in the comments!
Peace. Love. Blog.
P
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