Hey blogworld!
Alright, so the last post, yeah, that was definitely a low point for me.
Not trying to jinx anything, but for the MOST part, things have been better since then :)
Summer is almost half way over [WHAAAA??] and its been pretty good, believe it or not. I've been spending lots of time at the pool, hanging out with my close friends, and getting in some good friend time before I leave in August.
This week should be prettttty fantastic! Hanging out at the pool, a sleepover, bowling, and who knows what else! Hopefully the movies at some point too! I'm pretty excited, especially if everything turns out like it should :D
Mmmmmm summer <3
Other than all of that, I haven't been doing much! Just taking it easy and getting pumped for COLLEGE! I have seven more weeks, and as scared as I am, I'm beyond excited too :D I already know that I'll be having friends coming up to visit the second weekend I'm up there, and I can't wait to combine my college world with my best friends <3
Alright, well I'm off to do something interesting, who knows what though :P Hope you are all well and enjoying your summer!!
Peace. Love. Blog.
P
Monday, July 5, 2010
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
I guess it's true, the bad comes with the good....
So I finally thought everything in my life was going normal.
My friends were good, finally.
My parents were being chill, finally.
I graduated high school, finally.
So everything's going right now.
No. Of course things can't just keep going good for once, can they? When everything's going good, SOMETHING has to come along and mess it up, right?? Apparently that's the way things go, at least for me. I've learned that when things are going really good is the time where I have to start bracing myself and waiting for the bad to come. And, like clock work, it comes. Most of the time, it comes on full force too.
Honestly, I'm so tired of the fact that this keeps on happening. And I know, I'm not the only one it happens to, but still. I feel like someone, somewhere in the universe, has this wish that nothing can ever STAY good. And I'm tired of it! Like no matter what I do, how well I treat people, and how I try not to cause problems, everything comes back to bite me in the butt.
This post is a little self pity, so I'm sorry. I'm usually not like this. But this summer, the one before I leave for college, was supposed to be FANTASTIC. It was supposed to be the summer to remember, and now, it's the summer I just want to be over with already. Nothing is working out the way it was supposed to, and things don't look too promising for the near future, let alone the distant future. I don't get it anymore, and honestly, it's getting to the point where I just want to be done with everyone and everything here, and hope that something changes once I go to college. But you know, with the way my luck goes, I really doubt that even happening.
So, even though I know they will never read it, this is a message to those who keep screwing me over, but that I can't seem to let go of....
Screw. You.
I don't get why you cause me so many problems.
And you may say I'm over reacting, but in reality, you have NO idea how much it hurts.
Ok. I'm done for tonight. I've cried more tears than any of these people deserve.
Peace. Love. Blog.
P
My friends were good, finally.
My parents were being chill, finally.
I graduated high school, finally.
So everything's going right now.
No. Of course things can't just keep going good for once, can they? When everything's going good, SOMETHING has to come along and mess it up, right?? Apparently that's the way things go, at least for me. I've learned that when things are going really good is the time where I have to start bracing myself and waiting for the bad to come. And, like clock work, it comes. Most of the time, it comes on full force too.
Honestly, I'm so tired of the fact that this keeps on happening. And I know, I'm not the only one it happens to, but still. I feel like someone, somewhere in the universe, has this wish that nothing can ever STAY good. And I'm tired of it! Like no matter what I do, how well I treat people, and how I try not to cause problems, everything comes back to bite me in the butt.
This post is a little self pity, so I'm sorry. I'm usually not like this. But this summer, the one before I leave for college, was supposed to be FANTASTIC. It was supposed to be the summer to remember, and now, it's the summer I just want to be over with already. Nothing is working out the way it was supposed to, and things don't look too promising for the near future, let alone the distant future. I don't get it anymore, and honestly, it's getting to the point where I just want to be done with everyone and everything here, and hope that something changes once I go to college. But you know, with the way my luck goes, I really doubt that even happening.
So, even though I know they will never read it, this is a message to those who keep screwing me over, but that I can't seem to let go of....
Screw. You.
I don't get why you cause me so many problems.
And you may say I'm over reacting, but in reality, you have NO idea how much it hurts.
Ok. I'm done for tonight. I've cried more tears than any of these people deserve.
Peace. Love. Blog.
P
Friday, March 5, 2010
My Baby Weekend...Part 1
Oh my goodness.
I am NEVER having kids...and by never I mean not until I'm older.
I have had the "baby" for 17 hours and I am already ready to give it back!
It has cried 9 times so far, and the last few "care sessions" have only been 2-3 minutes [which is almost MORE annoying!!]
My baby's name is Leah Nicole...I still have 55 more hours with her...
I am currently sitting on my couch, with my best friend K [who was amazing enough to sleep over tonight] and I'm just waiting for her to cry.
I'm not ready to care for a baby....Baby Think It Over...I commend you on a job well done!
Well I'm going to try to sleep since she isn't crying at the moment....I'll update tomorrow!
Peace. Love. Blog.
P
I am NEVER having kids...and by never I mean not until I'm older.
I have had the "baby" for 17 hours and I am already ready to give it back!
It has cried 9 times so far, and the last few "care sessions" have only been 2-3 minutes [which is almost MORE annoying!!]
My baby's name is Leah Nicole...I still have 55 more hours with her...
I am currently sitting on my couch, with my best friend K [who was amazing enough to sleep over tonight] and I'm just waiting for her to cry.
I'm not ready to care for a baby....Baby Think It Over...I commend you on a job well done!
Well I'm going to try to sleep since she isn't crying at the moment....I'll update tomorrow!
Peace. Love. Blog.
P
Monday, March 1, 2010
Wow...Sorry about that!
Hey everyone :D
I haven't posted anything since December 4th....*tsk tsk bad blogger*
I haven't really been up to too much, just school, school, and oh, did I mention school? I swear it's never going to end [but I know as soon as I say that, it's going to and I'm going to wish it hadn't!] I have about....3 more months until graduation, and every time I say that, it seems even more unreal.
So let's see...what can I update you on?
I haven't posted anything since December 4th....*tsk tsk bad blogger*
I haven't really been up to too much, just school, school, and oh, did I mention school? I swear it's never going to end [but I know as soon as I say that, it's going to and I'm going to wish it hadn't!] I have about....3 more months until graduation, and every time I say that, it seems even more unreal.
So let's see...what can I update you on?
- I'm starting college on August 25th
- I am majoring in Early Childhood Education :D
- Me and my "adopted" sister have been a lot closer recently and I love her to death.
- I'm taking a lot of awesome classes this semester!
- I am currently unemployed...as of yesterday :P So now the job hunting begins!
I am going to try to update ALMOST every day, if not every other day, from now on.
Keep an eye out for updates, especially this weekend! I am bringing home a "Baby Think It Over" doll from Friday morning until Monday morning. I am naming her Kailynn Grace or Mia Charlotte! I will update this and let you all know how it's going!
Hope youare all doing well :)
Peace. Love. Blog.
P
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