I guess it's true, the bad comes with the good....

So I finally thought everything in my life was going normal.
My friends were good, finally.
My parents were being chill, finally.
I graduated high school, finally.
So everything's going right now.

No. Of course things can't just keep going good for once, can they? When everything's going good, SOMETHING has to come along and mess it up, right?? Apparently that's the way things go, at least for me. I've learned that when things are going really good is the time where I have to start bracing myself and waiting for the bad to come. And, like clock work, it comes. Most of the time, it comes on full force too.

Honestly, I'm so tired of the fact that this keeps on happening. And I know, I'm not the only one it happens to, but still. I feel like someone, somewhere in the universe, has this wish that nothing can ever STAY good. And I'm tired of it! Like no matter what I do, how well I treat people, and how I try not to cause problems, everything comes back to bite me in the butt.

This post is a little self pity, so I'm sorry. I'm usually not like this. But this summer, the one before I leave for college, was supposed to be FANTASTIC. It was supposed to be the summer to remember, and now, it's the summer I just want to be over with already. Nothing is working out the way it was supposed to, and things don't look too promising for the near future, let alone the distant future. I don't get it anymore, and honestly, it's getting to the point where I just want to be done with everyone and everything here, and hope that something changes once I go to college. But you know, with the way my luck goes, I really doubt that even happening.

So, even though I know they will never read it, this is a message to those who keep screwing me over, but that I can't seem to let go of....

Screw. You.
I don't get why you cause me so many problems.
And you may say I'm over reacting, but in reality, you have NO idea how much it hurts.

Ok. I'm done for tonight. I've cried more tears than any of these people deserve.

Peace. Love. Blog.

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